Listen up

Hey, Today I got up thinking about how fast time is going. I know everyone always says that... But is is so very true. I do not know where the time has gone. Casey is almost 17 and I do not know where the time went. Robby just turned 7 and Abby will be 3 in less them 3 months. Where has all the time gone? I am trying to do the best I can for all of you. I am homeschooling all of you so that your talents can shine through. I want to be able to help mold you and guide you into loving, thinking adults who are able to reason out for themselves what is right and wrong. I want to raise adults that will be motivated to work for the changes that need to take place in this world. I am giving you Casey so much more freedom them I ever had. I just want you to show some direction. Show me that you are growing, thriving and changing... That you have some drive. Besides video games and your girlfriend. I think you are so smart, so talented, so creative and so unmotivated. You behave like someone that has given up on moving forward. My little bird that has looked out over the edge the nest and doesn't like what he sees so your staying put. Son, you do not have to leap today, but at least show me that your growing and changing in that direction. Your favorite excuse is "I'm just Lazy"... No son that is not true, your just scared. You do not know what Adulthood brings and are afraid of the changes that are to come. You will be fine, you will excel and you will be the wonderful adult I know you are meant to be. May you change the world with your brilliantness. Robby I am having to push you. You are SO very smart, scary smart sometimes but you have no drive to excel on your own. You are happy to play, watch TV and fight with you siblings most days. When I push you however the changes are amazing, the level that you can grow to has no limit. I will continue to encourage you to become the great mind and the great person you are meant to be. Abby you amaze us every day. You KNOW things all on your own that we can not believe you know. You hunger for more and more knowledge. You seek me out to work with you, teach you , interact with you. I can not even begin to image where you will be in a year or ten or twenty. You are all so smart, so wonderful, so talented, so brilliant. I am the luckiest Mom in the world to have you as my children. I love you and adore you all. Mama